My englse woord van die Oxford Dictionary vir vandag beskryf perfek hoe ek voel!
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languishment, n
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I. Senses relating to emotional or mental states.
1. a. Sorrow, grief, or pain caused by love or longing, lovesickness; a pang of such a feeling.
b. Longing or tenderness; an expression of this.
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